Breaking my own heart

I'm breaking my own heart

by wanting something I can't have

I'm breaking my own heart by fantasizing

about love forbidden to me

I'm breaking down over and over again

because what I want I shouldn't have

And I'm blaming all my problems

on invisible causes

I lose each and every time

I'm flirting with the devils

that catch my eye

So long as they're pretty things

I'm breaking my own heart again

by wanting you

cut off my wings I want something

I shouldn't have

It's the apple in the garden

once more

But I only have myself to blame

I'm breaking my heart

for a girl in red

for a life I can't have