Jealousy

Written January 14, 2025

I look at other girls my age and wonder why I look so different

I wonder why my waist isn't as small

I wonder why my smile isn't pretty on me

I wonder why my hair is never perfect

I wonder why my voice isn't sweet

I wonder why I'm not skinny

I wonder why I have so many more visible scars

I wonder why I can't talk to guys

I wonder why my chest isn't as appealing

I wonder why I can't be 'normal'

Jealousy.

I'm filled with jealousy.

I want it to be gone

But it never leaves

I'm never good enough

I hate it.

-A.E.T.