Path of living
If It all goes well In the end
What would I say to myself?
All those fears and doubts that burried my joy for living
All the anxiety that took over me when I wanted to experience things
What would I say to myself then?
That I was wrong?
That It was just a mistake?
Im 22 and I let myself down too many times because of those thoughts
But what if I do get what I want In the end?
And all those things that pulled me back were not real?
Do I dare to look at myself In the miror then?
To smile at what I could've achieved
If I stopped caring about those thoughts?
What If I stop now?
Stop listening to my doubts, fears and anxiety?
To go live by myself alone somewhere
To walk the street without a care In the world
To express my feelings toward her
Two path ahead of me now
The path of living
And the path of silent death
Anytime, anywhere we make that decision
It matters
No matter the age
No matter the gender
No matter the race
No matter the fears and doubts
To live, Is to fight with those thoughts
And prevail.