12/13/14

In light of the falter and failure of my current relationship, I dreamt of you last night. In the midst of my own personal chaos and hell you came into my mind. Weirdly enough it was a vivid dream, almost felt real.. I came down to Your area and rekindled our relationship, we traveled south and then back to the the bay, felt like I lived days last night and honestly it was the best few days of my life in the last few years despite it being just a dream. Reminded me of what love was supposed to be like. Care, kindness, empathetic, loving, everything. It felt like time had never left our side and you never moved away. When I woke up I had to go back to my heartache and chaotic life again. with the first words I muttered out loud was.. no oh to be a teenager again instead 28 going on 29.