I am angel with regret

never knew if I was alive or dead

everyone tells me not to bother with the idea of coming back

I have always and will always miss my family

I was so young, and I regret everything

No one can tell you the pain resides on earth

For me it continued when I got to heaven

No angel can tell how to feel

I will always feel alive

Even though I am with no heartbeat

I am with no pulse