A Letter to God

First of all, I know you don’t exist, at least for me. I stopped believing in you a long time ago, without even realizing. I only know that on some regular day - a day that I heard about ordinary death news, I saw cruelty, I experienced injustice - I quit believing.

If you exist, if you’re out somewhere in endless space, please take our sufferings away. If you’re real, I don’t want to believe that you see all these and still do nothing.

Some people say that you existed, but you lost your power. Is this true? Did you lose everything that you had and maybe that’s why you don’t care? If you’r not fictional, at least this version of your story can make me believe in you. Otherwise, I don’t want to worship a god who sees the world now and remains silent.