Exquisite

Exquisite you say?

That I am, only eat one time a day. I am constantly concerned with how I look, I'm straight out of a fairytale book. My hair done, all the time. I've trained my face to smile. No matter what I look content, happy, sad, good.

I am exquisite...but is that good?

I am exquisite...but at what cost?

I am exquisite...But I am dying.

I am starving.

I am sick.

I am exquisite but my life will be short.

I am exquisite but I am unhappy.

I cannot be anything but exquisite...I am addicted to the reactions I receive.

I am Exquisite.

But I wish I wasn't.