Treatments

I sat and thought about death

I feared

Waiting and waiting

The cancer treatment was killing parts

Hair

Appetite

Weight

Soon it will take my life too

I couldn't sit here and do nothing waiting for me to

S l o w l y

Die

I’ve starved myself

I got to sit and watch my friends die

The hospital friends

We’ve been told so many times

“You won’t last long”

How could i hold on?

I’ve waited and waited

The feeling of fear stopped

Its gone

I feel nothing

Just let me die in peace

Please…

I’m still here waiting

Quietly

Patient

Wanting

And sitting here

Waiting

A different medication?

Okay

Pop the lid

Take two

Wait

Wait

I feel relieved all of the sudden

Then bam

I'm Gone with the wind