impossible whirling dervish

spinning twirling ruminating

a cordless drill to the temple

swirling out swiveling spirals

first white splintered skull bits

the brain matter twisted bowels

constipated with stale hard shit

need a rota rooter snake

mental edema squirted

in and squeezed zit like

pop push fingernail hard

to get it out

get it all out

I'm too full

self-rejection

can't shake it

judder jiggle

quiver quake

waggle wobble

if I'm worth nothing to you

no market value no benefit

no resale on Craig's List eBay

Goodwill won't take me on

perhaps a full Elaxed brain

emptied of a lifetime of dung

might be landfilled for flies

to hatch maggots new live

wriggling reaching up out

spinning twirling ruminating

impossible whirling dervishes