I went from this to that( see post before this/below) :
There is a boy named Hudson. Hudson is a cute boy who is relatable, according to a girl named Sadie, who is 13. He has a best friend named Ethan who is really attractive. Sadie goes to youth group with Hudson. She might have a crush on Hudson, but she doesn't know for sure. She is pretty sure that he doesn't feel the same way. The thing is, Sadie started having feelings for Hudson in the summer after he told her a secret that she thought she could relate to, at the time she couldn't but she thought she could and she felt bad. That's why Hudson is relatable to her. Hudson says he is gay; that's his secret, or at least that's what Sadie thought. Until one day, she invited Tess, her best friend who has a boyfriend, to a youth group sleepover. He told Tess all about his "secret" even though it was her first time meeting him, it had been several hours but still. Sadie thought maybe Hudson had just become more comfortable with it, she wanted to be special.
Sadie told Hudson about her "crush on Tess." She didn't want to be gay or bi, but she wanted to be like him. The truth was Sadie did have something for Tess, but it was all lust. That's what she was convinced of. She often dreamed of doing inappropriate things with Tess and was embarrassed, so she only called it a crush even though it wasn't that. Sadie wondered if Hudson felt the same way about Ethan, but was also embarrassed.