Was I in the wrong place?

Was it the wrong time?

I was just defending them.

Him/her because I guess I want them to respect me. Well, no, He, Her boyfriend, said He/She doesn't like me; at least He/She didn't. I want Him/Her to like me.

Her, because I love Her. He dragged Her into it.

Every day, He would come to my locker. And check on me to see if I need help with my annoying backpack. Then, when I had practice, I would tell Him, He sounded disappointed. He would say, "Okay." He didn't today. Is it because it's fresh? Will it pass? On the bus He said He is mad at me, but not for defending them.

What for?

For assuming he's mad at me?

I think I did talk back when He said I could go with Him/Her.

It's not fair.

Can a friendship drop like that so easily?

It's not fair.

I know He was being made fun of. Is it because I said He/She didn't do much wrong?

I'm sorry, but I'm not.

I'm a little angry. More than that. But I want to forgive Him. It wasn't much. I don't like not being liked.

You dragged Her into it.

I love Her. I don't think I should. I shouldn't.

He said to Him, her boyfriend, that He wanted to scare us. That made Him angry, her boyfriend. I used to love Him. I don't think I do now.

I don't think I love Her in the same way.

Its complicated.

I don't like it.

Was it the wrong place?

The wrong time?

I don't like when people don't like me. Or when people are mad at me, especially when I don't know why.

She says I apologize too much.

I can't help it.

I feel bad.

Now I just want attention.

I do this.

It's better than feeling sad.

Just like when I did not see Him. Like they did.