:(

haven't wrote a poem in weeks

Because I, myself am feeling too weak

Trying to satisfy everyone around me

But never feeling satisfied myself

I pray every night, to God or something

That things will get better

But it all feels in vain, when my texts are ignored

My friends cancel plans

And the people who "love" me push me away

But I'll keep smiling

Because everyone loves me half

So I'll love them double

Then maybe the hole in my chest

Will be filled.