Often

I've often heard it said

how mysterious God is

the way he moves, the way He works

Is comparable to the wind

I could often never fathom

how great His power is

Magnanimous, stupendous and unfailing

but that's what awesomeness is

I've often had many low points

throughout my life thus far,

Experienced the weeping, the wallowing

then asking, "God, why? Why?"

One of the lowest points in my life

has to be when I was a youngling

going to university still

Asking God, "Why, God?"

"Why am I so different from everyone else here?"

Shy, timid, relentlessly lacking a strong voice

Thought of as simple minded and socially awkward

Could never quite fully escape that tag

If it wasn't for that phrase,

"But God", I'd never be where I am

so that's why this is so said:

I've often heard it said

"What a mystery God is!"

The way He moves, the way He works

is not easy to comprehend

But even though, I understand not

I thank God for the "But Gods"

so that I can without a doubt say

"I am shy but because there's God

he'll help me and make a way."