it’s not anger if i say it isn’t (i feel like crying)

you told me you would stay

and im not angry

im not angry that you changed

your mind about

this and everything and maybe,

maybe, just a little bit,

about me.

and i know you’ll come back. im

not mad that you left.

im not angry with you.

(IM NOT ANGRY IM NOT)

(ANGRY I SWEAR IM NOT)

(ANGRY)

i just wish you

could have told me.

you could have

said something—

you know?

do i not deserve that much?

couldnt i have had that little?

im not angry, im not angry, im

not angry, i

swear.

i just wish

that you had said something,

is all.

okay?