another song (Video Games)

I cried last night, you didn't bat an eye

Told all my friends, you weren't like other guys

When I think about it, Lucas was right

“You’re a good person” doesn’t change the hurt

And you promised me you would think about your words

I don’t see the asteroids but it feels like the end of the world

One year of chasing

One year of nice

One year of thinking about you almost every single night

One year of hoping

One year of shutting it all out

And when I mustered up the strength you let me down

What would my parents say?

We only talk about video games

You think I would’ve gotten somewhere by now

And what would your parents think

If they saw you together with me?

I really loved you, but I can’t see a way to now

I sifted through every possibility

And came to the conclusion you didn’t love me

Is that why you can’t see when I'm hurting?

My father told me “One thing at a time”

But what do I have to do for me to cross your mind

Would some empathy be really that hard to find

One year of chasing

One year of nice

One year of thinking about you almost every single night

One year of hoping

One year of shutting it all out

And when I mustered up the strength you let me down

What would my parents say?

We only talk about video games

You think I would’ve gotten somewhere by now

And what would your parents think

If they saw you together with me?

I really loved you, but I can’t see a way to now

You held my hands, thought we gonna kiss

But you left me in the dirt, that’s how this shit is

I really thought that you could make me happy

I guess its naive thinking you could fix me

Now I’m fighting the fact, I think that you hate me

What did I do?

One year of chasing

One year of nice

One year of thinking about you almost every single night

One year of hoping

One year of shutting it all out

And when I mustered up the strength you let me down

One year of you

Rent free in my mind

I think it’s empty up there

So tell me what you find