'Twas my first day

I was shy, cute and nervous

Though it wasn't hard to see you from faraway

Fifteen minutes left, but I was still anxious

Finally, the bell chimes

All in the class including you, smiles

My heart hammers within my chest

Only you can put it to rest

All I wanted was to be more than a friend

But all I got was to see your very grisly end

The coward in me couldn't ask you to stay

Perhaps that way, I could've kept death at bay

I thought I was the only one to desire you

But the Grim Reaper had other plans too

Here we are, wearing clothes of ebony

Gazing at your epitaph is more than agony

I could've given you the gardenias you so admired

Perhaps a secret gift to get you all fired

I did not get a chance

To tell you how special you were at first glance

But then the rumors say that you

Had most likely loved me too

My heart hammers within my chest

But even in death, only you can put it to rest

But your love is sufficient

Because lately I feel less reticent

I feel it spreading like poison in my veins

I'm dancing while it rains

Tears of joy and pain

How I would to see you again

But for you I'll be happy

Because I have your love blooming inside me