Demon in heaven

I cannot help myself of not liking this word

Demon, for me is how I live in this world.

There was a time I red a book, and this book said,

what if Lucifer was uncomprehend by God?

Then an injustice was done, and an innocent was thrown away.

The world feels like a judgmental thought,

The world is like a fear cult,

don't play different or they might kill your heart.

Then you seek for heaven, so you go back to the right path,

so that vanished demon can heal the soul.

But a demon cannot live in heaven,

so the demon has to suffer in hell.

Or also...

There is a show called Disenchanted where a character named Luci (Lucifer) the personal demon of the Princess Bean; it always leads her to make bad decisions that challenge the princess's environment. But in the end, a demon like him finds unconditional friendship. Although, the most remarkable thing about the character is his sarcastic, carefree and daring personality. So the username is inspired in his nature (a demon) and his story.