This is what happens

Seconds

No please I'm sorry come back we can make this work

Minutes

This has to be a joke you can't be serious what am I supposed to do now are you sure I love you

Hours

I can't stop crying and thinking about you this has to be some mistake please I still love you I can change I swear

Days

I can't believe this is real how do I function now I told all my friends deleted some photos and just focused on work and try to make the pain end

Weeks

I've taken up writing the pain is still there but it seems to be going away friends try to take me out to help but that doesn't help to much I still feel the love

Months

I got a dating app I'm not looking for anything long term just something to fill a void I guess but this writing thing is the best I never felt more at peace with the situation I still think of you pretty often but not as the love of my life like you used to be now I draw from that past hate sadness and over all sense of confusion to spin it into beautiful works of so called art but it helps so

A year

Wow a year and I didn't notice I found someone kinda of she is a lot like you and very different from you at the same time my writing hasn't changed its become more ambiguous is all but I'm starting to see life for the bigger picture now I want to grow but growing alone makes me sad so I want to grow with someone I knew this with you but you grow more alone I love the romanticized love story and I want that for my life to grow and change together with a person that may take many years to find but I know I can and I can say that you helped you showed me love in a different way then how I wanted it and even if I didn't realize it then you made the right choice

Years

I don't know but probably grand...