The Aftermath

Thoughts hover like a storm cloud in my mind morphing into a tornado.

Decisions, obligations and responsibilities collide with fear, love, pain and joy causing my head to pound like thunder.

A whirlwind of questions strike my brain and shatter like wreckage being thrown through a window.

Where has the time gone? Have I done enough? Where should go from here? What should I do next? Where do I want to live? Can I trust them? What do I want? Am I good enough?

I search for the answers that are buried amongst the carnage and scattered debris. Attempting to put my life back together in the calm stillness that now ensues; in the aftermath of the storm.