LOST

When I go to the store.

I get lost in my mind.

And I don't know why.

Is it because I'm so caught up at home?

And I'm not alone mind you but still, feel alone.

And when I go outside I feel like more alive.

That's when that feeling of escape feels wrong.

That's when I begin to feel lost.

It feels like an escape from jail.

Am I wrong or is this actually normal?

And now I'm lost in thought.

Especially when heading back home comes with a twinge of pain.

Am I overreacting or like I feel is it something really real?