It’s always you

I'm seeing someone now...

She's sweet and funny,

but to tell the truth..

she doesn't compare to you..

She likes to talk all day long,

likes to play with my hair,

and listening to my songs,

but doesn't know they're about you...

I know I'm not actually cheating,

but...she doesn't have my heart..

how could she if I already gave it to you?

I would tell her but..she doesn't know me like you do..

I let you in completely and entirely,

and I would do it all over again if I could,

I'm trying to move on but hope keeps from doing so,

I try to move on..but I don't know if I should..

Because.. I know you love me too...

I know you still wonder what I'm doing,

if I'm happy, healthy, if I think about you,

well.. you know me, so you know I do..

If I got on a plane right now and got to you...

tell me honestly, what would you do?...

would you hug me tight and not let me go?

would you ask me to stay cause you love me so?....

She's sweet..and gentle..and I feel sorry for her,

cause she's trying to hold onto the pieces of me left,

but we know this wasn't something that was supposed to last,

what can I say? it happened all so fast.

I feel stupid for using her like that..

I just wanted warmth and affection..

but now I realised I don't want just any kind..

I just want your warmth and affection.. is that a crime?

If so then lock me up,

because I plead guilty of being so in love with you,

cause I could never feel guilty for loving you...

It was always you..

it still is you..

and will forever be..you..