Crusty Brain Shart

I pinch myself but I cannot

seem to wake up

If it’s a dream then it’s really

really fucked up

All of this shit I didn’t even

think was possible

But it has lit the burning bridge

Of what is no longer

optional

I fucking hate you so damn

much I am consumed

A sabotage so fucked that you

have left me in doom

I want to place my thoughts

Within your shallow brain

I want to squeeze your heart

until you feel my pain

This is sick this is vile and

fucking disgusting

I can’t believe I would smile as I

wore that ring

I want to slice your words as if

they were my own wrists

I wish they’d fade away as if they

wouldn’t be missed

I cannot believe what I have

now become

Just want to run struck

with fear

I am not safe I am undone

My soul is gone beyond repair

The eyes that now stare

became

subliminal

the sounds that I now hear

becoming criminal

At the despicable pentacle of

critical

I want to carve all of our

memories

Right the fuck out of my head

And hope that no one ever sees

How I'm filled with such dread

I fucking hate you and I

fucking hate life

Just cut my heart out with a

rusty dull knife

I don’t have that much damn

time anyway

My eyes have been slowly

turning from blue to grey

I can’t take this slow fate

smothered with such betrayal

I’ll just break from the hate of

this putrid portrayal

I Never wanted my life to go

out like this

But it won’t be much longer

Til I breathe my final breath

I wish you could of stayed a

little longer by my side

I hope you feel the guilt when

you hear the news

That I had died

~D~J~D~

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