Fear

I have the fear of living

it goes around my head

flipping me around

up and down I go

left and right I stay

down

down

down

I go

up and up

I miss

the beautiful days

but I have the fear now

and it gets worse

worse for each following day to be the worst

no desires

no passions

just fear

the hope goes away

with the wind

that flies over my head

one day

it got me

and I didn't feel like existing

like supporting it

so, the given up sensation won

and it was just over

the end of it

of the fear