still reeling

I’m learning to love your music again

to make it my own.

It will always remind me of you.

The sleepless nights

and the tireless days

spent thinking of you.

Your music once filled me with joy.

But it’s yours.

Now that you’re gone,

I’m desperately trying to get that happiness back.

It’s slow going.

I still haven’t deleted my playlists meant for you.