PostsChallengesPortalsAuthorsBooks
Sign Up
Log In
Posts
Challenges
Portals
Authors
Books
beta
Sign Up
Search
Profile avatar image for apricotjam
apricotjam

tw: s/h

last night

i searched my bedroom

for something sharp

sharp enough

to hurt, just this once

i want to hurt so i can watch myself heal

and maybe then

it'll feel better

i came across a hair pin

of faux gold

snapped it in two

and ran my fingertip

along its metal teeth

teeth sharp enough to hurt

hair pin against my arm

a dent, maybe, or a scrape

i never once saw red

maybe i am not brave enough

to press down, to not flinch

when my skin gives

to my frustration

confusion

that never seems to clear

shampoo in my eyes

my intrusive thoughts taste like

coconut

but they burn

they BURN

Welcome
Welcome to Prose.! Publish your work, follow writers, and engage in community challenges.
By using Prose., you agree to our Terms of Service and Privacy Policy.
If you used Twitter or Facebook to get into your account and now can't get in, please contact us at support@theprose.com