questions for dad

i will

crawl back into mom's womb

can you

properly

undo me this time

can you

give me a life worth living if we

start over

dad,

i don't want to live like this anymore i don't want to live, do you want me to live? if we could go back would i still stand here in front of you with tears running down my face? i am wailing can you hear me? can you feel me? did you ever want to?

sorry for being born i wish i didn't have to

apologize for things that

aren't my fault