I want to scream.
I want to shout and kick and flail
And show it to you with words
I want to find the letters
And piece them together
Till you know exactly how I feel.
I feel disconnected from the world.
Like I'm falling and there's no safety net.
Like I'm screaming as loud as I can
But everyone's ears are muffled.
I want to run up to you and explain what I left unsaid
But I cant fit the jumbled words together.
Now I'm pounding on the keys
Trying to get the words down fast enough
Fighting to control the pain inside of me
Longing for someone to feel it.
I can't even rhyme
Or make the correct flow.
I just want to scream.
But I cant fit the words on this tiny screen.