Why

It hurts how much I need you

I can’t go a single day without talking to you and I hate it

You’re the first person I go to when I need help

But I’m not yours

I’m always checking my stupid phone

To see if you finally responded

It’s pathetic

So I’m sorry if I bother you

With how much you mean to me

I wish I could just move on

But you just stay in my mind

I don’t know why you matter so much

But you do

And I hate myself for it