Dissipate.

You’re right.

I’m doing it wrong.

I should fix it

I have always done it wrong, and

I should fix it, but

I will never stop doing it wrong.

I just want to give up,

Give in,

And stop trying to fix it and

let myself keep being wrong.

Because

fixing it is an endless task.

An insurmountable task.

And for that

I am sorry.

But

I didn’t ask

To be here.

I didn’t ask

To take up this space.

Your space.

And all I can think-

What I can’t help but know-

Is that

I wouldn’t be able to do it wrong

If

I wasn’t Here in the first place.