if we were to meet again...

If we were to meet again

I would wear my pain

Hidden behind the anger on my face

All through past days

Where you found it and

God knows it was the only reason

You were curious enough to stay

If we were to meet again

I would still preach my brain

Never soul’s truth

Never tell the truth

Oh the amusement

You and I know you enjoyed it

Deciphering what I meant

From what I never said

If we were to meet again

I would drink to my last dime

Stumble through my sins

Scramble in the remains

Of things

That used to be

Those were the only times

You ever believed

My pain was true

My hope deceased

And not a joke

Or a curable disease

If we were to meet again

Oh Lord, I pray I am still damaged

Because the thought of saving me

Was the only reason you stayed

If we were to meet again

I wouldn’t change anything about you

Because I loved you

And I still do

If we were to meet again

I hope you still don’t love me too

I’d still prefer you leave

Than let me ruin you

If we were to meet again

Ha, I’ll do it all over

Again.