Net-Fix

"You are heartless!"I say as tears wipe away my face of the day. For me, watching people acting is the first part of my day where I don't have to be acting. My guard is down, my tear ducts are open, and I don't have to pretend to be 'alright'. I can embrace the sadness that I hide away, locked inside my mind for hours---sometimes days or longer. I even have episodes of shows that I will specifically watch to rid my soul of the need to cry.

I call my binge watching my Net-Fix.

I Net-Fix to cleanse.

I cleanse to stay sane.

I stay sane for society...

And for my pride.