forelsket*

I fall into love like the first note of song that will become a masterpiece but its just a few scribbles in the corner of a paper and i have crossed out and written it so many times and makes my heart still when i play it on the paino because something sings and something bursts open

something that i don’t know yet as 

my breath hitches and 

the sharp, clear sound of the keys strucks a cord inside of me 

but then, im playing the messy, unrefined masterpiece to you and im hearing your clear laugh and throw my head back with silly grin, planning to make a joke there but then - 

something stalls

i freeze 

the something i didnt know yet clicks as i watch the soft laughter lines of your sun-kissed face 

and under me the song turns into a unnoticed, choatic mess as i realise

oh im in love 

*the word for when you start to fall in love; euphoria in a sense; the beginning of love.