Brain Matter

It says

Dont mind me

I'm just watching

sitting aside

as you tear yourself down

and bulid yourself all over again

you drink tea at 5pm and pretend that it's early morning

your days are 4 hours long

you sleep so much!

I guess that's my fault

I won't leave you alone

But then

how could I?

Bone Marrow

your eyes narrow

you try to forget

but I can't stop bringing it up

again and again

all you do is try to forget

forget and forget and forget

so much that you don't know what to remember

Pores

your saddness

it seeps out

you conceal it

pile on cream

and powder

and you think

How?

I wonder what's really in there?

What really matters.