Coping Mechanisms

(TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM)

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Open, type, delete, repeat.

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Should it be horror or humor?

Should it be light or dark?

Should it be meaningful or inconsequential?

Type it out, see how it work.

That didn't-

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Why do I keep using the same damn word-

Now I have to open a thesaurus.

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No, that doesn't sound right.

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Should I try to write romance?

No, I suck at that.

Action sounds better.

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Should I write about someone dying?

That sounds better than romance at least.

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I've run out of ideas... damn it.

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Anything is better then rubbing my skin raw, mom.

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Maybe writing is my coping skill.