I am terrified of wasting my life away. Anxiety, depression, and insecurities are all but a few of the things that hold me back.

I am scared that I'm wasting my life away, here in this too-tight-a-bubble of a comfort zone. It leaves little room for experience.

All the opportunities and chances wasted, simply because I was uncomfortable with trying something new- being judged, mocked, ridiculed.

I need some confidence.

I've blamed my depression on these things. And I've tried to fix it. I joined the color guard team, becoming the first 'male' on the team in my schools' history. That's a big feat, but why go I feel like I'm still worthless? Wasteful and useless?

I wish I wasn't afraid of taking chances.