Therapy
Finally I reached someone to share my pain
Where all I can do is complain
When the words slithers out of my mouth
All the tears begin to all head down south
All the pain that I suffered when I was young
When my heart still kept getting stung
I couldn’t focus, since I received no love
Everyday there is a gloomy cloud hanging up above
I listen to others happy cheers
The sadness always interferes
Why can’t I live happily like others?
I still get bullied among my brothers
You could hear the pain in my voice
All of this isn’t my choice
The pain that still swirled within
You could still tell that I was still holding much back in
The things I told you, wasn’t even half my sorrow
I end up hoping that there would be no tomorrow
If this is how god plays this game
Then he ought to have no shame
The bell that rings, drawing forth my pain
The clouds shrouds my heart, bringing rain
I have to hold back, hiding these cries
Until the day of my demise
I can’t let you near me in this sad city
I won’t allow you to show me pity
Nothing will heal this heart that’s already broken
I’ll carry this burden forever as my token
Even if I already told you of my pain
This thing won’t go so easily down the drain
You don’t understand how I felt that day
How I desired for others to treat me the same way
But I end up being trashed
While my jealousy and kindness clashed
This therapy does little to relive me
I’m already broken as I can be