torn

i love you.

yet i love them.

it's so hard to know who your soulmate is when you lead two different lives.

one love makes things safe.

the other,

shows a whole new world.

i fell for you first

but was it to fast?

is this something that was not made to last?

if only you could feel the way they make me feel

i know i gave you my time

my touch

my love

my kiss

but i have never fallen so hard as i did for them

how can true love feel so wrong?

i am torn between two world

torn between who i am supposed to be,

and who i long to be.

with you,

all is good.

with them,

its heaven.

but what is right in the wrong when it all feels like love?