Before I Die

I have thought about my death one too many times before

I pictured my death many times over

I imagined how i would die

Would I be murdered?

Would I die in a car accident?

I knew from a young age that I would, indeed, die

As I grew older, I realized that I liked the thought of cremating my body

My will is already drawn up

Everything is in order

Even down to where I want my clothes to be donated to

I have everything set up with the morgue to cremate my body, but save my eyes

My eyes have seen everything

They will be used to buy my ferry ride across the river Styx

I’m sure Charon would love to have my eyes

Eyes that have seen pain beyond this realm of understanding

However, There is one more thing I must take care of before I die, ...

I must Tell you how much I love you. I know I never told enough, But I love you more than the number of souls doomed to an eternal Hell

I love you more than the number of stars there are in the night sky

I will never stop loving you, even as my soul is burned in Hell

I will always love you