I'm your angel when it rains your devil when the sun shines bright.
And if heaven could pick a place where angels and demons survive in union maybe we could be one.
some say the thoughts are deep philosophical but I feel like they are more akin to being like the impressions of a child. A child of innocence wondering simple questions like, "why is the sky blue,"
And I think the reasons that I love you is because you and only you know that feeling.
when I fall from heaven hoping that maybe you might catch me with your eyes closed because; while I long for the warmth of your arms, I don't want you to see me like this.
I don't want you to see me falling. Even though I bow in worship to you and kiss the tips of your toes, I wish it was possible for me to have such an adoration for you in secrecy. the world can be so temperamental so judgemental.
And so I wonder can I love you and the other? Or if I did under discovery would you tie rocks to my feet so I fall to the ground and no longer realize me as an angel. Open my eyes and help me see that it won't always be this way. Wipe away the stains from my cheeks and cleanse me from my sins. Help me understand that there is space in between where demons and angels can be.
I think that you know what the feeling is.
i think you know how I try to escape myself even though you won't help me.
I think you like seeing me like this because you don't know how to see me otherwise. You can't fathom me in a different light. In a happy light. And so you hold my hand even though I'm down on my knees. You kiss my lips even though, I dangle from a cliff. You brush my hair even though parts of me burn in a fiery abyss.
Yes, i think you know just what the feeling is.
and through it, you'll love me though I'll cut you like a razor. and through it all, you'll love me even if that means you must burn with me. you'll love me even if it means you must fall with me.
Because that love is as radiant as a cloud. it's as burning as embers.
Yes, for in love is there ever any safety in it?
can we ever know if it's the one?
can we ever save ourselves from falling? from burning? from the stabbings?
And if we can then would we do all again?