Can I

I don't need it. Yeah, I don't. I keep repeating it to myself. I was determined to do that. I'm not a baby anymore.I closed my eyes forcefully. I should sleep, I .

With a sudden I get up from the the bed. I couldn't remember when did I fall asleep. It's a nightmare just a nightmare. I tried to calm down my self.

But being alone in the dark without anyone broke my heart in thousand pieces. "Want it back" I started sobbing without realizing.

I thought I got over my booboo, the teddy bear I used to keep by side since I was a kid. Still I couldn't, I know I'm an adult. But how could I do that. Can I?