I'm scared because even the darkness whispers your name

And it resonates with the beating in my chest

I'm scared because just one word, wven though ive heard it countless of times, still makes me shiver

Im scared because you can still inspire me to plop down thick globs of paint with no fear,

Your memories are the ink to which i write

I'm scared because I can still remember you so vividly, your shadow, the way you carry yourself, the energy in the room

I'm scared because my feelings still haven't faded,

like the coffee stain on my shirt.

The proof of my addiction,

the cause of my sleepless nights

The most addictive legal drug