Was it worth it?

Taking advantage of my love like that

waking me up

to say you loved me

just so you could

leave me

i’ve heard it a thousand times

how you care

how you loving me has no place

in this

where did your love go

when i cried so hard i thought my

lungs were gonna explode

where did it go

when i couldn’t wake up in the morning

or even look in the mirror

without looking at myself

as an object

an object you

can throw out once it shows signs of being faulty

so tell me

was it worth it?

breaking me

beyond repair

and then throwing the blame at the wind

just so you wouldn’t have to

carry it.

-{renata ferretti}