An apology to my former self

Dear Former Self,

It seems that you held high expectations for me, and have come to the realization that I am not the person you dreamed up so many years ago. I have evolved in ways you can't imagine, experienced pain beyond you, and lost so much in so little time. Despite all of these challenges, I finally have crested this steep mountain I have struggled to climb my whole life. Now, I am ready to start the life that I always wanted to live, not the life you carefully planned based on the judgments and assumptions of those around you. I am ready to behold in my glorious future and achievements I alone dare to pursue. You may be worried about my sanity, perhaps packing your bags to come and visit me. Please, I beg you, my dear, don't worry. My path ahead may be messy, but it will be mine alone, full of my dreams and my accomplishments. I ask that you please take the time to consider the possibilities that lay ahead of you. Untie yourself from your heavy shackles and go see the world! I am, and always will be, extremely sorry for all the time I wasted sitting at home and not being who I am, instead of who they want me to be.

Forever and always,

Just Me