rabbit hole.

i close my eyes,

and down i fall,

to where truth lies,

and silence calls.

surrounded by darkness,

inside of the light,

i am flightless

yet i try with all my might.

i can’t escape

this rabbit hole,

but can i reshape

my twisted soul?

can i change my ways?

if i do, will i fly?

so i go at it for days,

but nothing happens, why?

so down i fall,

forever and ever.

i can stall

but it’s a hopeless endeavor.

i’m still falling down this black pit,

where voices fill my mind.

i can try to talk and sit,

but i can’t promise they’ll be kind.

people say i should be positive,

and maybe that’ll work.

but i am still not talkative,

these shadows, they still lurk.

so without wings,

i can’t get out,

there are no kings

to erase my doubt.

i scream your name,

and i yell loudly,

i know it’s lame

and quite cowardly.

but please, oh please,

won’t you lend your hand?

grab the keys

and let’s take a stand.

you’d fly me out of here,

and to the moon.

i’d have nothing to fear,

though i know you’d leave soon.

but you’re not with me,

so i have to fend for myself.

black as far i can see,

so happiness, farewell.

edit: definitely not my best poem ever, super sorry for the lack of creativity put into it! i kinda rushed it so i'd have something to post.