A healing journey

Trying to release the pain

Trying to release the anger

Trying to build the trust

Trying to tear down the walls

My soul has carried my burdens and yours

Afraid of what happens today

Still living with fear

Are you ok

Am I ok

Living has become burdensome

You deny my life peace

Thoughts shudder and eludes my sleep

I want to disappear into my dreams

It is there I am free, young and in love

Surrender and pray

A single tear collects in the pocket of one eye

It’s all I have left

Today I am ok

I’m learning to live one day at a time

2am musings of a post menopausal insomniac mind

6 May 2020