That’s a lie by the way

-How are you

Well, I feel like I’m drowning

But there’s no water around me

I guess I’m just overthinking

Pretty much everything.

Truth is I’m trying to use my voice

But I’m not really sure how

I mean I’ve practically been silent

My whole life now

It’s getting really hard to breath

Like if my lungs ran out of air

But yes I’m smiling

Not like you really care

I feel like leaving, running

From everything I know

Maybe if I left I’d find myself

Somewhere on the road.

But of course I won’t answer that

Instead I’ll answer what they all say,

- I’m fine

~ that’s a lie by the way