Untitled.

Fuck you for tearing me out of the solitude

I had come to love so much.

Fuck you for making being alone

feel like loneliness again.

You don't know how long it took me

to only need myself,

or how hard it was to get indifferent

about other people.

I learned independence like other people

learn quantum physics,

and I came to enjoy my own company

like addicts enjoy heroin.

Fuck you for getting me hooked up

on closeness and sex.

Fuck you for creating a need in me

that didn't exist to begin with.