I wouldn’t give up my selfishness to save the world

I scare myself sometimes. I know what morals are and I know that I should have them, but I just can't bring myself to care. There is just a hole where the things family thinks I should believe would sit on their throne. It's hard to traverse the minefield that my friendly neighborhood has become. I'm full of poison. But it's so sweet that I wouldn't give it up to save the world.