She’s my main bitch

Stain, itch

Plain to see though

Complicated pain

Bone deep aching

Slain before I’m waking

Every dream I have’s amazing

Though it dies as it’s fading

So I’m waking baking

Fun or medication?

Drugs are lubrication

Keep me going;, flowing, racing

Woulda killed myself without em

Keep the plug on speed dial

Collect new scars add em to the file

It’s been awhile

Since I meant a smile

Don’t need a choir

Sing a song that’s wild

You got anymore

Drugs, drink love?

Watch me hit the floor

Come back more in style

It’s been awhile

Since I meant a smile

Can I get a amen for all my sins

Blend right in with a burning bridge

Guess fire is my gift

Or my gift is fire lifted

I get confused, depressed & used

Been different since middle school

Skipped the rest now I’m the dude

Sipping whiskey with the crew

Not a strain we haven’t blew

Been blue, a little outta tune

Hanging on the wall collecting dust

Getting fucked up is a must

Blooming from the mud

Keep the plug on speed dial

Collect new scars add em to the file

It’s been awhile

Since I meant a smile

Don’t need a choir

Sing a song that’s wild

You got anymore

Drugs, drink love?

Watch me hit the floor

Come back more in style

It’s been awhile

Since I meant a smile