we don’t always get what we want (or what we need for that matter)

What I wanted was for you to say that you love me.

What I wanted was for you to say that I'm OK

What I wanted was to be good enough for you to be proud of

What I wanted was to know that I matter to you

What I wanted was for us to stop our fighting

What I wanted was for you to say I'm sorry

What I wanted was for you to mean it when you said it

What I wanted was for us to never change

from the people we were before we lost our way

of talking to eachother like we were equal

What I wanted was for you to see the good in me

And what I wanted was for me to always be good enough for you to want to see

But what I wanted isn't what I got or even close to it

And what I wanted isn't something that can be

Cause now your gone and I can only think about

How there is no more you

there is just me

left with a lot wasted wanting and some shitty memories.